Milan Castro June 1st, 2014
808 ELA
“We’ll Always Have Summer” by Jenny Han
A girl, two boys… Basic, same old “romantic” love triangle right? Not in this story! In this dramatic novel, Isabel has sworn her love to Jeremiah Fischer, one of the two Fischer brothers, but still feels a small blossom of affection for her ex Conrad Fischer, the other brother. And now that she’s engaged to Jeremiah, old feelings for Conrad are starting to show and are becoming so clear, that everyone’s lives are changed forever. In this life-changing story, Isabel’s growth into adulthood affects her in ways she couldn’t and wouldn’t think possible. And while reading this book, the inquiry question I chose was what is Isabel’s coming of age experience?
In the beginning of the book, Isabel is going out with Jeremiah and believes that she loves him. She chose him over Conrad and always wants to please him by doing things he wants to do. On page 58, Isabel agrees to marry Jeremiah after he told her that he cheated on her after their one week “break up”. “He’d made mistakes, I had too. But we loved each other and that was what mattered.” This shows the beginning of her experience because already, she’s making an irrational decision that she might or might not agree with in the future due to the fact that she still has a tiny amount of feelings for Conrad. This also shows how she’s kind of immature because she’s only 19 and she’s taking this huge leap into marriage because she believes her “loves him” and that he “the one”.
In the middle of the book, Isabel has shared the old summer house with her ex Conrad till the wedding. As she goes on with these two months living under the same roof with him, old feelings have started to surface. On page 244, a night ago, Conrad gathered the strength to tell her that he loved her and she keeps telling her self she doesn’t love him back, but secretly she knows she does. “Suddenly I had this feeling, this absolute certainty that I was never going to be able to let him go… I couldn’t let go of Conrad.” This shows the middle of her experience because as the story goes on, it shows the readers that she’s maturing and that she is accepting what she’s always trying to force out of her thoughts and heart. This also shows that she might regret the decision of the engagement because she loves Conrad.
In the end of the book, Isabel tells Jeremiah that Conrad told her that he told her that he loves her and Jeremiah blew a fuse. He left the day of the wedding to confront Conrad, and then came back. On page 287, Isabel and Jeremiah decide not to marry each other because he and she know that she’s meant to be with Conrad, not Jeremiah. “We truly did have the best intentions. It, we, just weren’t meant to be.” Another example in on page 291, “This is the moment it becomes real… We are infinite. Me and Conrad.” These show the end of her coming of age experience because it shows how she has matured completely and has acknowledged her mistakes and that she has fixed them in a way that benefits her and others. It also shows that she is with her true love, and how she has turned into an adult.
Love can make you think and feel many things. It can make you delirious and sometimes it’ll make you feel like your drowning in it. And all you’ve got to do is find the one that is actually the “One” and not just a mere fling. And in this coming of age tale, I learned that even though you’re on your way to adulthood, you can always make mistakes. And you can always fix them, though the journey back may not be as easy.